Not dead yet!

I've put off making a real post for so long I don't even know what to talk about anymore from then to now. First I was going to post on Christmas, then pushed it back to New Year, then to my first day of work, then to the birth of my son, then on Valentine's/Lunar New Year. Well I'm finally taking a bit of time to post :p

So first of all 새해 복 많이 받으세요 ! I hope everyone has a great new year! I started working again at the start of this year. It feels so good to be working again, let me tell you :) I've been trying my best there and I ended up getting promoted to lead of my department. So things are going great there, and I'm just loving work. I hope the experience I get from it will help me in whatever I decide to do in the future.

On February 1, 2010 at 8:30am my son Eric Wesley was born weighing 7lbs 12oz and 20in long at Wesley Medical Center in Wichita, Kansas.



He really is a blessing. He has a condition called Spina Bifida and he's gone through so much already. He's a little trooper though and he's been recovering nicely from his surgery and eating a lot. He's got a great mom taking care of him.

So I found out today that one of my friends broke up with his girlfriend after finding out she went out on a date with another guy last night that she met on a dating site. It was that plus a lot of other things that finally pushed him enough to leave her. I really think he'll be better off without her. She lied too much and hurt him one too many times. I may be helping him move tomorrow so he can get away from her.

Well it's almost time for work so time to wrap this up. I hope to be more active on my blog though I doubt many if any people read it, it's nice to just get it out and look back at it later.

Always hwaiting!!

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Complications

Isn't it strange how even if two people love each other, and want to be together, things can be complicated? That is what happened tonight. The girl I love, always have, always will, even though we aren't together now, asked me a question. An innocent one, but one that took a lot of guts to do. I couldn't give her the answer she wanted, though I really wanted to. I had suspicions of how she felt, but I didn't want to get my hopes up and make thinks awkward between us later from me assuming she would want to be with me again. Well I find out tonight that those suspicions were right, though not before hurting her bad from the answer I gave. I wish I could start this night over...

Crystal, I love you so much. I know now how you feel about me and I'm sorry for hurting you. Please be my girl again. I understand if you need time after tonight, and I'll wait as long as it takes.

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